Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, Tips/Advice

Self-Love

Self-love is a concept that we all know is really important but sometimes to some people, it’s hard to grasp. And some people struggle with it.

I know in my past, I was so insecure and that plays into my depression. And I honestly didn’t know what self-love was at this time. I thought so negatively because how I was treated when I was younger and I had such a low self-esteem. Why would someone treat me so badly if I was worth more or loved more?

WRONG

I wish I could just go back in time and shake younger me and just let myself know that don’t listen to those people and that you are so wanted and love. Because that’s something I really needed when I was younger.

But if I didn’t go through that, I wouldn’t be where I am today and learning what I am. I wouldn’t have the passion that I do today. Even to this day, I still get insecure and I still struggle with loving myself.

Going through these struggles has taught me to celebrate the small steps in the big journey. Self-love and recovery is such a long and hard journey. Taking the first step is huge and it’s extremely courageous. Taking the first step to bettering yourself or in recovery is much more challenging then most people think it is and no one really knows how challenging it is until they have to take that first step also.

Here are some of my personal tips for improving your self-love

  1. Do something small for yourself, that includes treating yourself. Order your favorite pizza because you enjoy it
  2. Treat yourself to a spa day (d.i.y. or an actual spa)
  3. Look in the mirror and compliment yourself at least 3 times a day
  4. Write yourself a small encouraging note (or many of them!)
  5. Thank yourself for the things you do
  6. Make a positivity wall with your favorite motivational and encouraging quotes
  7. Make a small change that doesn’t affect your life dramatically or anyone else
    • Like adding more greens to your diet or cut the junk food just a little bit. Eat more fruit, drink more water, exercise more
  8. Count your blessing because being grateful can go such a long way!

I hope these tips are helpful and I hope your journey is extremely successful! If anyone can do it, it’s you!!

Keep it strong and keep it dorky!

With lots of love, Jade♥

 

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Posted in Life, Tips/Advice

The upsides of Depression

As I went to my counseling session today, my counselor and I talked about how having depression and being sad isn’t so bad. I told my counselor that I felt like I was losing myself because I felt more numb and like that, I didn’t care so much. A big part of who I am is someone who always cares, no matter how much I’m mistreated. A big part of who I am is someone with a huge heart and someone living with depression, that can affect it because sometimes I feel like I don’t have a heart as well.

My counselor started to ask me, is having depression… always so bad?

Well… not always. I remember doing a project for my child development about the movie Inside Out. Now I LOVE the movie inside out. It’s so helpful with emotional development and it’s something I will forever use to help teach about emotion and mental health. I really hope they make a 2nd Inside Out and incorporate mental illness in it and help society understand mental illness a little more.

A question that my professor asked us in our reflection was why is Sadness the “hero” of the movie and I never really thought much about that until I did that project. Then as I was writing my paper, I referred back to another class that I’m taking and we were talking about the adaptive and maladaptive of each of the main emotion. And that really helped with the reflection project and just in my understanding of mental health (especially with my mental health) just a little bit more.

So I learned in my one class that the adaptive features for sadness include the ability to slow down and reflect on the situation and with life. And for example, in Inside Out when Joy realize that Sadness is needed just as much as her and the other emotions as when she saw the memory that when Riley lost the championship game. She was sad and it was a sad memory, but with that sad moment she slowed down and reflected on it. And she had her family and teammates come and cheer her up.

With sadness, it also helps you let people in and help you and that’s a great thing. We can’t do everything and we need help. We can’t always be happy.

Also, another point I want to mention is, how can you be happy when you don’t know what being sad is. So being sad isn’t always so negative and it isn’t so bad. It’s okay to be sad and it’s okay to cry.

The last thing I wanted to touch on is how my depression affects me. My counselor made me realize is that my depression is what brings out the best qualities that I have of myself. My depression made me a better and more loving person.

If I never had depression, I wouldn’t have this dying need to help others. I’ve always wanted to help others but since I’ve been struggling with depression, that want has gotten 100x stronger. With my depression, I realize the field I wanted to go in and what I wanted to do with my life. Another thing my counselor touched on was that he noticed that when I get depression (more so when I get broken hearted) that’s when I engage in more prosocial activities. I always create the most amazing and encouraging ideas and projects when I get dumped and I’m heartbroken.

When I am heartbroken all I want to do is make everyone else feel better, to feel happier. I don’t know why I’ve always been like that. I make positive and encouraging cards and I put them in random places on campus. I just become so much nicer. I would jokily say that when a guy breaks my heart, it grows back 2x stronger.

What I want you guys to take away from this post is that your mental illness isn’t so bad, yes… I get it. You’re in so much pain, it’s so hard to live with a mental illness. But it’s not such a bad thing, in fact… it makes you who you are. You are not your mental illness but your mental illness is a part of you.

So make wear it, embrace it. It helps you see things a little bit brighter, it helps you be a little bit more ahead in recovery. And it helps you think in a more positive mindset, which is extremely helpful.

Keep it dorky,

With lots of love Jade♥

Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, reminders, Tips/Advice

This is NOT okay

Have you had a message from someone and when you read it… your heart sudden drops. I have, I got a text an hour ago from someone who I thought was my friend…

Not only did my heart drop but I felt my soul darken by it too, which is a feeling that barely ever happens.

I got a text saying, “I hope you slice your arm open you f*cking loser”

I’m speechless, how could anyone ever say that… how could someone I trusted as a friend of mine… say that to me. I thought he was my friend, he knew that I have depression, he knows that I am recovering from self-harm and I’ve had suicidal thoughts.

How is this okay to say to me… How is this okay to say to anyone at all..?

It’s not. It’s NOT okay. At all to say to anyone, under any circumstances.

Suicide and self-harm is not something to joke around with or to wish upon anyone. This is someone’s health and someone’s life. Would you wish someone had cancer? No, what about heart/lung disease? I don’t think so.

So why do we have people saying to one another “I hope you kill yourself” or “I hope you slice your arm open”

Why is this a thing to say to others because this can cause someone to have triggering thoughts and can drive them to accomplish these actions?

This is not okay, and we need to put a stop to wishing this upon people because it’s just a slap in the face to people with mental illnesses too, it’s insulting.

So with this unfortunate event that happens on a day where I was celebrating (I  got my driver license today), I spent the afternoon, imagining things I never would’ve imagined without this person saying what he said to me. And remember the times where I have self-harm in the past.

So what I want to say is if/when someone says this to you (and I hope that never happens) don’t listen to it.. don’t let someone like that affect you in any way and I know that may be hard but you are better than that. You deserve better than that.

You are amazing, you matter and you matter so so much. You are worthy and you are needed alive.

If you or anyone you know is thinking about harming themselves or others or considering suicide…. please get help. There are help and people who are dedicated to seeing you alive that are trained to help you…

Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255

Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741

Help is out there and you matter so so much.

Keep being the amazing person you are and don’t forget to keep it dorky.

With lots of love, Jade ♥

Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, Resources, Tips/Advice

Blog SPOTLIGHT~ Gains & Brains

Hey Lovelies! So I had another blogger reach out to me about sharing my story with mental health and fitness, well I kind of had like a mini story but not really a story but we were talking a little and I absolutely love the idea of fitness and Mental health.

Of course, all the professionals and studies say that exercise is a great way to help cope with a mental illness, because it releases neurotransmitters that make you feel good and happy.

If you, yourself, have experience fitness as a coping mechanism (or a way of life) and it has helped you on your mental health journey…. PLEASE reach out to her and share your story! It would be amazing and you never know who you can help out and inspire!

https://gainsandbrains.com/ 

I asked Stevie (The amazing and beautiful blogger behind Gains & Brains- I know really catchy name!) to share her story because I wanted you all to see how fitness can change your life or your mental state because I for one, do fitness-y type stuff!

Side Story: I’ve danced for years and it has helped me with my depression and just help me release all the stress, sadness, anger and tension! I always was going to the gym twice a week (on top of dance two times a week) with a really close friend of mine for a couple weeks, my friend also struggling with depression, and we both felt a lot better after our weekly workouts. Well since spring break as ended, we haven’t really been to the gym yet, and the snow makes me SUPER lazy! And I am taking a stress management class, and we did yoga for the past week and I absolutely love it. I’m trying to work it in daily in the morning or at night! Either going to yoga session every Tuesday and Thursday or doing it on my own in my room and with the lovely Youtube! But I will write about this more in another blog!

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Now.. More about Stevie!

I asked her to write her own story and share it to you, all the lovely people reading my blog now! So here’s her story!

 

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“Fitness has saved my life.
When I was 14, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression. The doctor automatically prescribed me with medication and no suggested therapy or lifestyle change. I am by no means against medications but I found something else that worked a hell of a lot better. It seemed as I got older, my symptoms worsened. It wasn’t until I hit rock bottom that I realized I needed a change.
Before I started seriously working on my fitness goals, I was living an incredibly unhealthy lifestyle. My college apartment had a refrigerator full of beer. My meals consisted of whatever was the only semi-decent food being offered at the student center. I did not care enough to teach myself how to cook or how to make healthy choices. I had no interest. Alll i wanted to do was drink. This led me to not only gain some extra weight, but also feel worse and insecure. After I graduated, I continued making these same unhealthy choices even at home. I entered a job that was extremely stressful to the point where my anxiety caused me to barely eat. I was so irritable, moody, sad, anxious, angry all the time. I finally decided I had enough and it was time to start taking care of myself. I also luckily found a new job (in the mental health field woo-hoo!) which was a major help.

After losing about 15 lbs from stress, I decided I wanted to gain some weight back, but in muscle. My older brother had always been a gym-goer so he was the first person I went to for advice. He explained to me how to split up my work outs into separate muscle groups and gave me the healthy meal plan that he was following. We headed to the gym on back and bicep day and that was the exact day my life started to change for the better!

I decided to go into the mental health field because I have a passion for helping people. What I came to realize, though, was that you cannot help other people when you do not know how to take care of yourself. I love the quote “You cannot pour from an empty glass.” It really makes so much sense.” -Stevie (Gains&Brains)

 

I really hope you get inspired by her, because I know I am! If you have any questions or need advice or tips, or if you want to share your story… please follow the link below and reach out to her. She’s really really nice and super supportive!

https://gainsandbrains.com/ 

Keep it dorky,

With lots of love, Jade ♥♥

Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, Tips/Advice

Social Media and Mental Health

Something we all use and love now a days (well, its love and hate)… social media.

If you’re like me and always on it… it can be very bad… but it can be very good.

I saw this quote about social media and it’s becoming something I want to share to everyone, especially the newer generations..

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Side note: Isn’t this quote amazing, Dave Willis you rock for this quote… if he is the one who even made the quote but whoever made this quote. It’s amazing and I’m using it as a life quote. One day in my little, medium size or big office as a high school guidance counselor, I will have this quote (along with many others) on the wall. Maybe little info guides about social media and mental health!

Anyways, social media can be very helpful. It can connect us to a new type of “social support” but of course, it’s not a physical social support, which is proven better for our health. Physical social support but realistically, not everyone always has access to that. So social media can really help in that sense. Apps like Talklife or vent can be very helpful. Other mental health social media apps where they provide a community is super helpful to people. Myself included!

Use your social media to make an impact in the world. I know I have an Instagram, Twitter, tumblr and FB for Lots of Love by Jade but I don’t always use them because I’m too busy with college and other things… and honestly, on my own social media for my personal self. And that isn’t always good. I do still post encouraging pictures and quotes and tell others how beautiful they are and compliment people so I’m not completely a lost cause.

I did a presentation with 2 friends on social media and positive psychology and it was very helpful. I actually learn that breaking up bad social media habits just by complimenting and positively commenting  on other’s posts on FB or IG or tweeting on twitter. Breaking up that endless scrolling that we are all use to.

There is a correlation between depression and social media use, it’s not proved. Correlation does not mean causation (for those who don’t speak psychology, correlation means a relations between two variables). But we are seeing more cases of depression and psychologists do believe that social media does play a role in it (especially with self concept)

I also learned that Instagram is the most risk factor app when it comes to mental health (and youtube being the best) and there is studies done about it.

 

♦I’ll post the link here. Check it out and read it. I honestly do recommend it because it is super interesting.

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2017/may/19/popular-social-media-sites-harm-young-peoples-mental-health 

 

But with Instagram, most people will start to compare their selves to other’s, I know I do it too. I’m just randomally going through IG and I see this gorgeous girl with a perfect body and yeah, I feel pretty down because I wish I was that pretty or my body was a little better than I am.  And that’s really unhealthy and really bad for you.

It decreases your self esteem and that’s not what we want. We want you to love you for all of you. Because you deserve that.

Something to keep in mind, they don’t always look like that and that picture was probably one of 30 that she chose from. And it probably took at least 20-30 minutes to capture the perfect picture.

“Never compare your offstage to everyone’s front stage.” 

I love that quote. So much. And I use it to remind myself that I’m beautiful too. And that may be hard for me to do some days.

People put their best photos, and their best moments of their life on social media, that’s the point of it to make people aware of what they do.

It’s a social comparison and a social competition, which you DON’T have to be a part of.  

But of course, like I said before… not all social media is bad. Social media has a good side too. I already touch on the social support, but studies shown that looking at your own Facebook profile can increase your self esteem.
And things like the “This Day” from Facebook where they show you what you posted on this day for however long you had Facebook can really make you happier because it shows you memories that you can hold on to and smile about.

And most importantly, make the best out of your social media.

Post more positivity, encouragement and inspiration on your social media. Compliment people on your feed, it might be weird at first but you might make a new friend. Show your amazing personality and heart through social media and we can make more positive than negatives when it comes to social media.

Let’s change that fact that social media can decrease your self esteem to increase it. And change starts with you. (And me)

Keep it positive, keep it inspiration, keep loving and as always, Keep it dorky.

With Lots of Love,

Jade♥

 

Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, Tips/Advice

A College Student with Depression?

For those of you who visit my blog a lot (thank you for all your love and support, you amazing human, you!) know I have depression and I can get anxiety symptoms as well…

And for those of you who are new to my blog (welcome! I hope you love it and it helps you! Thank you for visiting me!), well… I’m Jade and I have depression.

If you notice that I said I have depression and not I’m a depressed person. We should really stop identifying ourselves as our mental illness, my child development teacher at Penn State (who is amazing, I love her!) even once said in class, “you don’t see people walking around saying, ‘I’m cancer or I’m high blood pressure.’ so why do we do it with mental illnesses?”

And it’s a good point, but I’m not here to lecture you about that (but if you want me to, I can. I can make a powerpoint and everything for you! 😛 ). So I don’t classify myself (or anyone with a mental illnesses) as my depression. But I’m open about it and I talk about it.

Now, according to statistics about every 1 in 4 people has a mental illness. And “18-24 year old age group shows the lowest rate of help-seeking.” (Active Minds)

Now if you find yourself being that 1 in 4 people that has a mental illness, don’t feel bad or lonely… because 1 in 4 people has a mental illness. I know it feels like at times that you’re the only one out there that has a mental illness, I promise you.. you aren’t alone. (And you are very loved and wanted. Help is a phone call or text away).

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College is a special time of life, one of my most favorite times that I’ve lived so far (it’s so much better than in middle and high school) but college can be SO SO SO stressful. Such as freshman year and/or transferring. More stressful if you go to a new college and know no one. Which I had to do twice. And it sucks…

Tip #1: Transiting to the college life and being in a new environment with people who you don’t know is hard. Plus college course loads can be difficult and joining clubs can add on to the stress as well. It’s like all of these stressful (but fun!) events happening all at once. But my advice as a junior student, take it easy your first year (at the college). You have 3 years to join clubs, take this time to meet people and focus on your school work!

Tip #2: Get ahead of homework, assignments and reading! It might be nerdy but I try to get ahead of reading, homework and assignments (but not too far but work on big projects a little bit, here and there) just so all the big assignments and exams doesn’t hit me all at once.

And plus, having depression can really kick my butt during the semester. Sometimes it is hard for me to get up in the morning and go to class. Sometimes the stress that I have gets way too overwhelming for me and I just shut down. It happens, and it’s normal.

Tip #3: Go to counseling on campus! Most colleges has free counseling services, use it! You pay for it! Even if it’s something small, use it! It’s better than not going to counseling at all.

Tip #3: Talk privately with your professor and be honest about your mental illness! I know this can be very uncomfortable but if it’s a class that counts attendance and you know that sometimes you cant get out of bed because of your mental illness or you are going through an episode. It’s nice for your professor to know about it, they might be more understanding then you think and give you further tips and advice.  But, not all professors are like that (because lack of information about mental illness and stigma), however, don’t judge all professors on one, two or a handful of them not understanding. I usually email my professors or tell them in person about it and tell them that the reason why I’m telling them is because, it could effect my academic life and I just wanted to give them a heads up. And most of my professors were super understanding about it.

Tip #4: Write positive messages and quotes on sticky notes and put it on your wall, mirror, notebook and/or text book! This is just a cute little way to remind yourself how amazing you are and motivate you to keep going. Because we all need motivation and encouragement!

Tip #5:  Write your academic goals for the semester/year. This can be helpful so you can visually see your goals written down, its even more helpful when you write them steps to get to that goal and check mark when you complete a step! It’s not always about the destination but sometimes the journey that takes you there. And it’s okay to celebrate small steps towards your goals (it’s called positive reinforcement!)

Tip #6: Make a mental health toolkit or box. I have a little crate under my bed in my dorm room that I keep my mental health toolkit. I have small little stuffed animals, color books, stress-balls, play-doh and magic sand, bubbles, bubble-wrap, books, and positive note cards in it. I also have snacks in the same crate (because I know sweets). Make your own kit and put whatever calms you down in it! Music, pillows, blankets, pictures of good memories, play-doh, stickers, whatever calms you down!

I really hope this helps college students (and everyone else in the world) with dealing with academics, stress, life and mental illnesses. Just remember, you are strong and you got this! I believe in you!

As always, Keep it dorky.

With lots of love,

Jade♥

Posted in Life, Mental Health Awareness, Tips/Advice

The “Good” in “Goodbye

You know how people always say they’ll leave people behind in the previous year when a new year comes around? I know I hear it a lot on facebook, twitter and snapchat. I never was really like that, I never liked giving up on people and leaving them behind…

In fact, I was the one that was left behind… and it doesn’t feel great.

Well this year, I got really jealous about this one guy that I was unofficially ‘talking’ to and for some reason it pushed me over the edge. I’ve talked to him for about a month and I liked him a lot, I found myself falling for him over and over again… each and every day. Well when he decided to end our “whatever”-ship (those relationships that you just don’t even know what to name them), it hurt. When I had to take the stuff that I had at his apartment, driving away from his place… hurt.. I had a lot of memories of us and of his daughter… It really hurt and I miss it. I miss them.

But seeing him with another girl, not knowing if it was friends or more (though, it’s none of my business) made this really ugly side of me come out. And I don’t like it. Also, he doesn’t care as much as he should for me. And when I decided to cut him off in general, no friends… nothing. Just classmates…. well things turned for the south.

*Keep in mind, I’m an EXTREMELY caring and loving person and you can do the most terrible thing to me…. and I’d still probably be there… well, I’d still care some what about you.

But I just started to care less. I felt nothing (side effect with having depression and taking medication… numbness), like at all. So when he was telling me how I was boring (because I cared for him) and that he’ll never want me… I truly did not care. In fact, I was glad.

I don’t need someone like that in my life, someone who doesn’t care or fight for our friendship. I don’t need someone that will only want me for a short amount of time. I deserve more than that.

Never in my 20, almost 21 years of living have I truly thought that. Not until today and I’m proud of myself. I looked up an “over you” playlist on spotify and jammed out (even terribly sang along).

And One song that I annoying snapped was quoting the Queen herself, Beyoncé’s song… “Best Thing You Never Had.” Oh, I felt that song in my heart, soul and mind.

I’ll put some of the lyrics up,

“There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy, I must’ve been out of my mind
So, when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I—I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged the bullet
I’m so over you
So, baby, good lookin’ out

I wanted you bad
I’m so through with that
‘Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I’m gon’ always be the best thing you never had
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you’re hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don’t deserve my tears
I guess that’s why they ain’t there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and, baby, yes, I saw the real you”

“Thank God I found the good in goodbye.”

-Beyoncé (Lyrics from AZ Lyrics)

And boom, a quote I will always use. “Thank God I found the good in goodbye.”

Just remember, that it hurts to let go but sometimes, letting go is better for you. I’m hurting still losing him, but I’m still here.. living. Sometimes people are toxic and they are negative and that’s not healthy for you. You need to understand when enough is enough for you.

Picture yourself as a flower (a very pretty flower, as I might add) and imagine being watered with negativity… well that’s not going to help you grow. And it’s not your fault, the environment you are trying to grow in isn’t healthy for you. So we need to put you into a better environment, where you are watered with positivity, encouragement and love.. and trust me darling, you will grow.

But in reality, People leave…

One of my (many) favorite quotes from Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky said;

“Things change, people leave, and life doesn’t stop for anyone.”

-Stephen Chbosky

Letting go sucks, but it happens. You have to find the good in goodbye, because there’s always a reason why someone comes and leave your life. (Either a blessing or a lesson)

Keep that in the back of your head and don’t forget, to keep it dorky!

With lots of love,

Jade♥

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Happy New Year!!

Goodbye 2017 and a big hello to 2018! 2017 was a struggle wasn’t it? Just like everyone, I went through some rough times but it wasn’t a terrible year. I’ve had worst years in the past and I got through them, just like I got through 2017! And so did you!

I’m so proud of you! You are so strong! But instead of thinking what can go wrong this upcoming year, let’s raise our glasses  (our pretend glasses) to all the great stuff that is going to happen this year!

Because in every bad, there is good (also vise versa). Sadly, the way life works… you always have bad with the good. But making the best out of your situation is a great way to live.

My biggest challenge for 2017 was leaving my college that was my home and leaving all my close friends. Coming to a new college and knowing no one was hard. And it hit my depression a lot, also having problems with where I lived (being off campus and not getting along with my apartment-mates) added to the depression. But I stuck my head up high, and made the best out of it.

Slowly, I started making friends and I stopped caring about my living situation. Everything isn’t perfect right now but I’m pretty content on how things are going. And I’m going to try and make this the best year that I can!

Here are some reminders for 2018:

  • Stop wondering if you’re good enough for other people and start wondering if they are good enough for you
  • Don’t be afraid to ask for help sooner
  • Spend time with people who make you feel happy
  • Focus on the present moment
  • Don’t beg for someone to stay
  • Save space for people who actually matter
  • Love and respect yourself
  • Don’t give up your happiness, comfort and/or safety for anyone
  • Don’t forget or downgrade your worth
  • Don’t let others determine your worth (because they don’t)
  • Mental health matters as much as physical health
  • Don’t sacrifice your mental health for your grades

And just general reminders, if no one has told you this today:

  • You are worthy
  • You are loved
  • You are amazing
  • You are beautiful
  • You are smart
  • You matter so much

and don’t forget to keep it dorky!

With Lots of Love,

Jade♥

Posted in Life

Merry Christmas!

Hi All! I just want to wish you and your friends and family (pets too! I count my pets as family) a very special and happy Christmas, Kwanzaa, Hanukkah or other holidays that I don’t know the name of!

From my family to yours, stay safe! Take care of yourself (mentally, emotionally and physically… spirituality too if you’re religious)! Keep going because the year is almost over and soon things are going to be a fresh start!

Since, I have viewers from around the world…. I’m going to ATTEMPT to say Merry Christmas in all the languages I can find and I deeply apologize if the translation fails me and I say Merry Christmas in your language wrong.

Merry Christmas! (English)

Feliz Navidad! (Spanish)

Maligayang Pasko! (Tagalog)

Hristos se rodi (Sebian)

Joyeux Noël! (French)

Kreesmasko shubhkaamnaa! (Nepali)

Gledelig Jul (Norwegian)

Frohe Weihnachten (German)

Chuć Mưǹg Giańg Sinh (Vietnamese)

শুভ বড়দিন (Bengali/Bangledesh)

Crăciun Fericit (Romanian)

C рождеством! (Russian)

Veselé Vianoce (Slovakian)

Buon Natale (Italian)

Καλά Χριστούγεννα (Greek)

عيد ميلاد مجيد (Arabic)

חג מולד שמח (Hebrew)

圣诞快乐 (Mandarin)

Meri Kurisumasu (Japanese)

메리 크리스마스 (Korean)

Felicem Diem Nativitatis (Latin)

 

Thank you to whychristmas.com for the translations ( I got all of them from there)

Have a very great holidays, take care of yourself as always…

Keep it dorky!

With Lots of Love,

Jade♥

 

p.s. Thanks for all the support you’ve all given me in the last year, I’m so thankful for you all!

 

 

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My Mix-Tape

I was talking with my friend Jesse about a project that he had to do with his art class, his project was to make a mix tape (sadly, not a real mix-tape… more like a playlist) of 5 songs that he loves and explain why he loves that. He also had to add other stuff that I really didn’t pay attention to because I’m not in the class.

It got me thinking, what would I put on my “mix-tape?” And also choosing 5 songs would be crazy difficult!

I ended up telling him what songs I would choose and it’s not a surprise that I would chose them. (I am adding the lyric video of the songs from youtube, if you haven’t listen to them, please feel free.. they are amazing. I love these songs)

Song # 1 : Superheroes by The Script  

Piece of Lyrics: 

“‘Cause he’s stronger than you know
A heart of steel starts to grow
When you’ve been fighting for it all your life
You’ve been struggling to make things right
That’s how a superhero learns to fly
(Every day, every hour, turn that pain into power)” – The Script

Reasoning:

I love this song because I believe that we’re all superheroes (Im also into super heroes) and just like superheroes, they don’t just get up.. no matter how beat up they are. They always get back up and fight. We are strong like Superman, Spiderman, Wonder Woman, Batman, Iron Man, all of million of them. I personally love to cosplay as Wonder Woman, as well as I am a huge fan of hers because she’s strength. No matter how upset I get, I remember that I am Wonder Woman; I am strong, I will get through this, I will change this world, and I won’t give up. This song is just beautiful and I truly love this song.

 

Song 2: Stand By You by Rachel Platten 

Piece of Lyrics:

“Even if we’re breaking down, we can find a way to break through
Even if we can’t find heaven, I’ll walk through hell with you
Love, you’re not alone, ’cause I’m gonna stand by you
Even if we can’t find heaven, I’m gonna stand by you
Even if we can’t find heaven, I’ll walk through hell with you
Love, you’re not alone, ’cause I’m gonna stand by you” -Rachel Platten

Reasoning:

So lately I’ve been watching Glee ( I know I’m waaay behind!) and to be honest, I wish I lived in the Glee World. I would love to sing and dance my way through my problems. Well if I could sing and dance any song to my friends, my family, to my readers/followers (which you guys are my friends too), this would be the song. It describes how I feel as someone who wants to be a counselor and wants to help others get through what they are thinking and feeling. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for my friends, I’ll go through anything and everything along side with anyone who will reach out to me for help. “Love, you’re not alone, ‘ cause I’m gonna stand by you.”

Song 3: 1-800-273-8255 by Logic

Piece of Lyrics:

“I’ve been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I’m out of my mind
It feel like my life ain’t mine
Who can relate?
I’ve been on the low
I been taking my time
I feel like I’m out of my mind
It feel like my life ain’t mine

I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don’t gotta die today
You don’t gotta die
I want you to be alive
I want you to be alive
You don’t gotta die” – Logic

Reasoning: 

I’m pretty sure this my life anthem, since I do have depression and I struggle with suicidal thoughts, I feel this song. And it’s like Logic (and others) are singing from my point of view and to me through the song. This song begins to explain what it’s like in the mind, of course not too much but the bare minimum. Plus the fact that the title of this song is the suicide hotline, means everything to me. It’s an amazing song and I appreciate Logic so much for making this issue publicly, it’s about time we put that suicide is a serious problem and that we need to help reduce this and help those who need it.

Song 4: Paralyzed by Against The Current 

Piece of Lyrics:

“It feels like I’m paralyzed, and I can’t
Escape from the prison I’m, living in
I’m naming the voices in my head
To keep on telling me to give in
But it making me stronger
Fight a little longer
I’m gonna bring me back to life
And I won’t be paralyzed” – Against the Current

Reasoning:

Against the Current has to be one of my favorite (if not my favorite) band ever. Their type of music is amazing and the singers are amazing. Soothing and I love listening to them when I’m winding down and relaxing. This song, kind of empowers me especially when she says she’ll keep fighting, bringing herself back to life and she won’t be paralyzed. It’s just a song that I can relate to when I’m feeling the strength I have when I get through a depression /suicide episode or anxiety attack, or when I wish I had that strength, I have this song to help me get that strength back. Yay for empowerment!

Song 5: Man in The Mirror by Michael Jackson

Piece of Lyrics:

“That’s Why I Want You To
Know
I’m Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I’m Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change” – Michael Jackson

Reasoning:

Since I am a huge Michael Jackson fan, I’ve always loved this song because I believe that if you really want to change the world… you got to start with yourself. Life is always about changes and even though chances are really scary, they’re great sometimes. And since I’m going to change myself, I need to start by changing some things about myself; making myself better, happier, healthier. I can’t help anyone if I’m stuck in one of my depressive slumps. So, here’s to another self-discovery, self-improve and self-love journey and I’m going in with so much optimism. I know I’m going to come out better, for myself, for my friends& family and for all of you guys!♥

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Since we are speaking of music, I made a playlist on spotify called “Love Your Strength” and it’s a bunch of songs that’s empowering, self-loving, motivational, inspiring! A present from me to you. Music can really help a suffering soul, and I want to help in any and every way possible. The playlist is posted blow! I hope you enjoy!

Keep it dorky!

With lots of love, Jade♥